This whole choosing what college I’m going to go to thing is getting way out of hand.
I cannot keep crying myself to sleep over all this stress.
NOT going to college is not an option, I can’t go out of state at all anymore and I’m mostly going to end up going to a school that I never even wanted to apply to in the first place.

Can someone shoot me now before I die from some kind of stress triggered attack problem thing pls

I am the one person out of all the people I know that wanted to get out of this god forsaken state for college and it turns out that everyone is going out-of-state but me.
Why the fuck did I kill myself the last 4 years if I can’t even go where I want.

Why must writing a personal statement be so hard?!

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Why do people always concentrate on how fun college is going to be but never explain how stressful it is to apply and write personal statements beforehand and wait till we’re all seniors and we’re freaking out like seriously I’m hardly even an official senior and I’m already getting all of these emails from colleges and fastweb and loans and internships and I haven’t even started my summer AP hw for my senior year or started on my personal statement and I feel like I can’t breathe and just thinking of all that money thats going to go towards my education like seriously my parents didn’t even finish high school and I don’t have any older siblings that have gone through this already to help me just friends and other relatives but they’re all barely in their first and second years of college so I don’t know how to omg my brain is going to explode. Someone help please I can’t sleep anymore and I’m freaking out omg.